I’ve fallen behind a bit with the blogging, so we’ve had quite a few rehearsals since my last entry. Things have really stepped up in our last week before the showing. We’ve learnt two songs: Adele’s Hometown Glory, which will be sung by the whole group, and Lilly Allen’s Littlest Things, which the two pairs of Danny and Racheal from Scenes Five and Seven will sing together. Both songs were picked by Tom when he was set the task of coming up with a track list for the group, and they’re both really effective at evoking the mood of the play. The best thing about learning to sing them as a group is how we’ve made them our own songs rather than an imitation of the way they were originally sung.
There have been some emotional moments in the last few rehearsals. I think that’s partly because the more that we work on the play, the more we realise the power of the writin, but also more and more we’re starting to get a sense of the shape of the play because we’re looking at scenes in sequence rather than in isolation. In many ways the trajectory of Racheal’s journey is really painful to be a part of. Some of this came out in the hospital scene, when Dinah asked Terry, playing Racheal’s father Jonathan, to keep shouting at Amy, playing Racheal, whilst Amy said the lines where Racheal lets down all her walls and tells her father exactly how she thinks he has ruined their family. Needless to say, the eventual result was brilliant, and I think everyone learnt what level of commitment was required in order to carry these kinds of moments, which occur a lot in the play.
Other moments that stood out included a run of Scene Seven, in which Dinah asked Jack, playing Racheal’s husband Kevin, to play more to the audience, as if he was a character making a case for his wife’s infidelity before a jury (which was us, the audience). The result was a much more entertaining version of Kevin that we’d seen before. Obviously this wasn’t how the scene would ultimately play out when it came to the showing, but it allowed us to see a much more charismatic, humourous side to Kevin, which made his slide into violence and abusiveness even more shocking. Dinah made a very interesting point to all of us about how, as actors, we would have to learn to be able to bring certain parts of us to a role that we were perfectly happy to make use of in realise (e.g. being a practical joker) but weren’t as comfortable showing onstage. I was very interested to hear this, because it’s already something I’ve been asked to think about after our first notes session a few weeks back.
On Saturday we learnt a couple of new games, after our now-obligatory beanbag time. Everyone stands in a circle, and one person walks into the middle and turns to a person of their choice, who thens join them in the middle for a hug. After this, the original hugger takes the new space in the circle and the game carries on. As we played, Dinah would call out character notes like “That’s your son”, “That’s your husband” etc. Then we changed the game slightly. Whenever someone decided to leave the hug, they would say “I have to go” while their partner resisted letting them go. This immediately changed the emotional feel of the game, particularly when we thought of ourselves as the characters in the play. Suddenly we were watching Racheal’s holding on to their parents, or Kevins holding on to their Racheals, and so on.
One of the best things about how we’ve worked on this project is the way in which some really important discoveries have come out of nowhere. A good example of this was when we all came in to rehearse on Saturday morning, and Dinah laid out her plan for how we would spend the afternoon. Just before we were about to start, Dave asked if he could play the “trust game” because he hadn’t had a chance to play it yet and wanted to see what it was like. So he stood in the centre of a circle and we gently supported and pushed him around the circle with our arms held in front of us. Eventually we laid him horizontally and carried him above our heads around the room, before laying him on a mat on the floor. Meanwhile, Dinah put on a CD she had brought with her that morning, and we listened to Trouble by Ray LaMontagne. After laying Dave down and making him snug with different items of clothing, we then laid Freddie down too, so that both the characters playing Billy were laid out sleeping on the floor. Dinah asked various people to speak any lines from the play that pertained to Billy, and we could speak them to either actor regardless of whether we were actually in a scene with them or not. After this, we then laid Jack down too, and he proceeded to speak Scene Six with Verity while he had his eyes closed. Something about the combination of watching the three of them all looking vulnerable, and listening to Scene Six, particularly harrowing because both Jack and Verity seemed to have connected with it intensely at that moment, left a very strong impression on the whole group. After Scene Six ended, we all gathered close to the three sleeping boys and sang Hometown Glory a couple of times. The whole thing was exhausting, but also cathartic, and sparked a discussion about how difficult it was to put ourselves into the material we were doing without feeling physically and emotionally exhausted.
After this, we had a site-specific fun of Scenes Five, One and Seven. For Five, which is set in the changing room at Somerfield, we used the boys changing room at school. Although I wasn’t really able to watch the scene because I had to come in as Mr Moran halfway through, the general consensus seemed to be that it felt very intimate and natural. Obviously this was something we couldn’t replicate for the showing, but it was nice to do nonetheless. Before running Scene One, Dinah asked Verity, Freddie and Eleanor to run the action that takes place before the play starts, namely Christine banging on the door of their apartment and screaming at Jonathan to let them in. Terry, as Jonathan, stood silently inside the staff room whilst Paloma, as Christine, hammered on the door, and we watched from outside as she became more and more frustrated. It was also interesting to watch how Freddie and Eleanor responded as the children. From this, we all went straight down into the cafe where chairs were used to create the cramped space of the car. Terry, meanwhile, had left the staffroom and was standing on a walkway which was visible from down in the cafe, so that the three actors in Scene One. The scene played out with brilliant immediacy, especially when bystanders in the corridor could be heard saying “Oh no they’re just acting, let’s go over here.” As with the changing room, this is not something we are able to replicate for the showing, but it will undoubtedly help the actors when they come to recreating the sense of place. Finally, we ran Scene Seven using the benches outside by the lake to recreate the beer garden of the Elizabethan pub. One of the things that came out of this run was how we weren’t quite connecting with our environment. One problem Eleanor and I had come across in this scene was that we had become so caught up in trying to connect to each other that often our exchanges became rooted to the spot. Dinah told us we needed to think more about being outside and not just standing on the spot, but perhaps using the bench. I definitely want to rehearse the scene a few more times outside and see what else we can draw from it.